friend zone

i don't usually share my feeling or anything private in blog
well, i must say that this post is the only exception
i wanna thank someone for this one and half year for the support
especially during my ukdi exam couple months ago
i did thank him, but i dont know that did i really thank him, or did he know?
so i have to post this in my blog. since i dont want to post at twitter

we used to be very close friends, well i dont know, didn't we? or just my feeling?
but since that day, my job to accompany him was done, oh not to forget, if you guys think we are lover, no no no, we are not lover before
call me childish when i shut all the access to communicate. dont know if he knows or pretend like nothing happened
but seriously my friend, i did that coz i dont want to interrupt
eww, i must not tell the story hahaha. keep this private

anyway, i'm going to far if i dont stop right now, haha
all i wanna say is, since we dont talk each other anymore, i just wanna say thank you for everything, my dear friend
i'm sure you know why i changed so fast, hehe
i dont really interest right now (or maybe like forever?) to be your close friend like usual
but i'm happy for you and i hope i will get my own happiness too


semoga kalau kita ketemu lagi, kita bisa ngobrol-ngobrol lagi ya