dear J

you know that getting back to your hometown sometimes didn't bring 100% happiness to your life
especially when your expectation is way to high until you meet the reality

but let me tell you that finally i could get my smile back this 3 months
since i got a reason to
but yeah, reality sucks, it only happened for 3 months

for you, who gave me a reason to smile
to always brought butterflies in my stomatch
to always brought a very good mood for doing my job although it's super hard
to always made me try to losing some weight
to always made me love to check my blackberry (again) for every single time
and to made me open my heart..

thanks for this 3 months,
yeah, maybe you dont know that i wrote this and of course you really don't know nothing about this
but just thanks..
i pray for you, i always wishing you the best. in everything

if i could ask for something,
would you please always use your recent perfume?
i know it sounds weird
but if i couldn't be with you
at least, i could still remember this feeling and you, by smelling that cheap perfume

:')